July 12

My mother will be gone, oh, how many years now---2008-1994=14 years in another day. July 12, 1994. The nice assistant Superintendent's wife came to the house and told her she had been a good teacher. The nice assist. Super. had died a couple years before. I am actually related to his wife. It was the only honor my mom ever had, and she was "in and out." She talked about how they let her pick out the text books when she first started working there and decorate the room. His wife was tearful.

Charlie Sheen will play him. I was telling someone today who knew the assist. Super. that I wanted Charlie Sheen to play him, she said she thought that was a really good choice.

How it has to happen.

How I've screwed up my life in those 14 years.

I don't know how I'm going to recover from how I've screwed it up. If I do have this project accomplished, I'd like my network marketing companies to take off. I wrote a letter to some famous people and told them about one of the products because they shouldn't complain about the price. Never heard anything. If for some reason that wouldn't work out, I'd like to do something related to education or something to keep whatever might come from the project. I don't want to depend on a savings ever again.

Cindy

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