Jobs and conflicted

Forgot to say, last night, I got a $5 bill from one man who had a $12 check. I get things like that somewhat frequently but not every table.

I am so conflicted right now--so, so, very, very conflicted. I have the opportunity to make a set rate and have some student loans paid off and do what I know how to do, but that flat rate is not able to sustain Everything. I'd have to work at McDs from 11 pm to 4 am, be at the Community Center at 11 am--I'd be supervising tutoring or homework help to kids at a Community Center. I'd have the title Supervisor. It would be great. But I want to get out of food and have normal hours. I'd be there from 11 am to 6 pm.

I have 3 interviews--maybe 4--next week that have something and nothing to do with education. I need to start something lucritive next week, and the Community Service opportunity wouldn't start till September.

I'm in such a state of conflict.

And then, what if someone wants to make a movie, besides me. I need something I could leave if that happened or work around. That may not happen but what if?

Cindy