Getting out of where I am

Book--movie--dream--purpose

But, in any other way, I don't know how I'm going to get out of where I am.

I don't like this, being 34 and having fallen flat on my face. I am 34 and have never made more than $2,000 a month, and by the time I'm 35 (November), I'd like that to happen. But how?

I don't like this at all.

I consider the two part time jobs and don't know how I'm supposed to get out of this.

I know people have been in really awful spots, and I read the story about the man that the movie, The Pursuit of Happyness, was made. Wow. It is very, very inspiring. I don't know though what's going to happen in my life---I have to work these two part time jobs and can't sit in classes to get my insurance license. Insurance is the only way I can think of right now to have the potential to make something. Before I got out of bed, I was thinking about how comfortable I was in a school setting.

I'm worn. I'm worn out.

Two part time jobs to make what I used to make--60 hours a week.

I'm waiting on the Americorp program to have something to place me in--I have to keep interviewing with them, and then I'll still have to work a part time job.

I'm at the end of a rope but I have to keep hanging on.

Cindy