appointments tomorrow

Tomorrow I meet with Americorp, Career Services at my University and the Personnel agency. Big day.

I wish I were the type of person that can do anything, even if it compromises principles. I wish I was that kind of person but I'm not and I can't be. I have been in situations that have compromised my principles and I lost out because of that.

I will make it back somehow, someway.

I will make everything back, somehow, someway.

There are people that know I stand for what is best and right and am a great person. It's just hard to see them right now.

I have got to have this project realized, to be more than a dream. More than a dream that has been inside me for a very long time.

I hate this hell but if it was meant to happen so I can realize this dream, it's worth it.

I am going to pick up the copies of the video of my mom on Wednesday. I took it to be copied today.

Hopefully Matthew Perry will get to see who I want him to play. In fact, I think he should spend a week with my uncle, if I haven't said that already. I don't want to send him a copy, though. I only had two DVDs made and one VHS. I'm sending one to Ellen and hopefully she can let him view it.

I love everyone, love the world. I love. Especially my dogs. I have something to say about my cats, but will leave that for later.

Cindy