Thursday, July 17, 2008

"josh" and his wife

See, I've never been able to see "Josh's" wife as smart. I know I'm probably the dumbest person in the world now and have been dumb for not working at Frisch's since 1998, but I just can't get a sense of her being smart. See, he said I was smart. It's in my book. He seemed to value smartness, intelligence but I can't get a sense of her being that way. She could have a degree in math, though, and I just don't know it.

Always wondered how they met. I've started wondering if he knew her the last time I saw him and if she was someone he was talking about.

I wonder how he's been able to sleep at nights, but then again, maybe I know or don't want to know.

I would like him to know the role he played in my life.

He could have made it better, but I was a chance he never took. I was a chance he never took.

I'm about to "spill the beans," but I won't.

Cindy

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