I have 50 posts. I hope no one is thinking, "50 posts. when is she ever going to shut up?"

It's embarrassing.

I don't think I say anything good. Sorry.

Today I wasn't supposed to be working at the restaurant but I said I wanted to work. Even though it would be a lack of $3.50 an hour about $25 in tips, I need the time off. I really do. I wonder if I could go ahead and have today off. I really need the time.

I know that I should be thinking that these places that have turned me down to work for this year may have just given me time to work on this project, but it still hurts. Especially that I have interviewed around here at least 10 times since 2001. I did have a job from 2004-2007, but before and since, I have been rejected. I got those letters and I got the lack of a phone call and then I did get some phone calls where they were nice enough to tell me I didn't get the job.

I really liked a place called Lakota. They were really nice and they really care about education. Lakota was last year. Lakota has a great "feel."

Someone said maybe I didn't have good interviewing skills. Maybe that waI should have s why, she said.

Well, today is the last day at the office that I've been "temping."

Cindy