Moving and a poem

They didn't get it all moved. They're coming back Monday.

I really need something to change. Really need a heart wish to come true. A heart wish.

Really need a heart wish.

One of those wishes is to be able to be "real" with someone and actually have that person be "real" with me. Realness---I need realness.

How I need realness---but I may not ever get it in the way I want.

Yes, I want a movie made---want a movie made but other than that, I need realness.

There's something that so needs to be addressed, but it may never be.

It's old---I found it in the garage.

I'm just going through hell.

"Do I sit here
and suffer
and think
and endure
and imagine
and fantasize
and hope
and feel
and crave
and yearn
and hold out

in private pain?

While you
Have your life
In place
Where you found
Some type of grace?

What a juxtaposition
You and Me--You in your wonderful life, and me, the life I live in silence.