Bad day today

Had a bad day today. I went to an "interview" but it was just the way I thought it would be.

It's not really like a job--it doesn't seem like a job--they'll train you in all aspects but it's commission only until you reach a certain point and then you'll get a salary.

I was supposed to go to another interview like that an hour later. I didn't go.

I have two tomorrow like it, again.

I'll probably not go to them also---they don't tell you a whole lot and it doesn't seem for real.

I got a job at Subway. I'll work 30 hours there.

I didn't get the Insurance job---I didn't pass their Questionaire test. Didn't pass that test.

Haven't heard from the school setting I interviewed with yet.

There is an opening in a neighboring district. I sent an email to the Principal.

If I could move to North Carolina, I could probably get a teaching job, but I can't do that. I can't transport the animals and I have my house and my 87 year old aunt and I don't want to leave. My animals love this house, although they could love a bigger one better.

My mom's sister, my other aunt, may be moving in with me.

If I could just sell my mom's story and mine---I could do it. I could sell that, but nothing else. There's not an ad out there for "Wanted: Cindy's and her Mom's story" That's not out there but it's the only thing I can do well, I think.

Don't know what in the world to do. Do not know at all. I am an intelligent person but not by the standards out there. I am a passionate, talented person and I need something to do---

I Need Something To Do to make money---now it would be nice if it just came in but it won't.

I'm going to be working 60 hours to make what I used to in 40.

And I'm 34 and haven't Mr. Right yet.

Cindy, Cindy Taylor