WAITING FOR CLOTHES TO DRY

Well, I'm waiting for clothes to dry. I wash the clothes I'm going to wear and that's about it.

Did I say someone was going to help me clean the house? What did I say about that? Did I say I felt like a hoarder? She's really nice but everything went wrong when I had to go back and get my stuff out of storage---Did I say anything about that? (Me, dropping my aunt off at the town Senior Center for lunch and she didn't come back, after the woman that runs the place started acting very strange, I had to go and get my stuff out of storage.) Everything was fine until I had to go get my stuff back (and everything was really fine until I had to move my aunt in with me to help make ends meet). Everything was FINE. F. I. N. E.----FINE. I had an empty room, and I had things in a good place, but everything went to hell. Everything went to hell. (oh, my aunt was paying for the storage places---if I just hadn't had to do that, go back and get everything)

The plan is to get everything in what was the empty room, as much as possible.

The people that helped me get the stuff out of storage are really nice. Really nice, and I'm glad they helped me get the stuff out, but they left it on my patio, and I think they may have wanted to get it all situated for me, but I didn't ask and they didn't offer. And, I brought some stuff in the house to try to get it in and after I did that, it got the place looking like crap and it has progressively gotten crappy and more crappy and more crappy.

And I am so tired. So, So, So tired, I can hardly stand it but I have to---my hair is falling out (I have enough hair to make a small ugly sweater), I have dead skin and I can't keep my eyes open for a long period of time, a normal period of time. Terrible, terrible, terrible thing. I think I talked about the tiredness. I don't know what is wrong with me---I think it's thyroid although every doctor since 2004 has said it's not. I was on thyroid medicine b/c a doctor said I was hypo, and things were pretty good, a lot better. I was taken off the medicine b/c the new doctor said I didn't need it, and everything started going slowly down hill.

The doctor that gave me the med. went out of business and when I went to the new doctor, I said I thought I needed a boost in dosage and she said, then, after bloodwork, that it was fine, and I really didn't need to be on the medicine. The thyroid regulates periods, doing something to tell the cycle to begin, and when I went off it, that started getting off---and I have suffered from fatigue since I was in my teens, and I've had problems with the period being normal since then---

oh well---not to confuse with me saying I'M WELL--no, I'm not

And I have another problem to two that's tearing me up---

Well, I think the clothes are dry.