Well, Now

This is the most depressing blog.    I am not any better in life, kind of worse.   I am on SSI, $710 a month, because of my problem with hearing someone not in the room talk to me.   I hear someone not in the room talking to me.    I have a college degree, almost a Masters in Special Education, and I hear someone not in the room talking to me.   It started in 2007.  Not sure if I ever divulged that.  I think I did, once.

I am the stupidest person in the world.  I mortgaged a paid off house.  Mortgaged a house that was Mine. 

I have been lucky not to lose it up till now and a program called Save the Dream is going to help me stay in it for the next 18 months but Social Security is going to take $257 from my $710 a month.

I have lost a friend.  A very good friend.  My best friend.

I would like this whole blog to start over as I type this, Now.  Start from here.

Going to go through a state program that can help me get a job.

I am all confused on this blog thing anyway. I had one that was something like, www.going to be on Oprah someday. 

Things have got to get better.  Got to.  Just got to.

Will go now.  Wonder where this will show up.